Tuesday, January 8, 2008
8:37 PM
just came back from amk hq. like wtf. swore to myself that iwill never enter ther again. went ther for some investigation shit. something that invr even commited. like seriously man. fcuk the law ! when i went ther, they ask me got pervious case not; then i was like ''yar'' . then boom! all those memories came back . '' rioting, vandalism , sniffing glue and theft. '' i really just wanna those memories go. im sick of all those life. go screw your fucking self if you have nothing better to do.
anways. ifind the investigation office was kinda hot luh ! ;pp her smile was really darn sweet; though she wasnt smiling at me luh! ;DD
two and a half months, ive nothing to do with national service anymore. man. flight sergeant major ! give me a break la .. dnt always come aim me. knn. though ya luh, you like my hair style but dnt like my face (thats what he said)
going clubbing again, this friday and next wednesday. life's so gonna change in 3 months time.
love ? iguess love is playing me. ifound out ireally change alot. my temper and my mindcept. ireally do control my temper alot now. miriacle ? yeah. iguess. promise myself this. when i find someone ireally love, ill cherish her. ill give in. so yeah. GUYS , listen up. if yoo really love a girl. give in to her. and ipromise you, you wnt regret it .
the devil in me, has finally cool off. you're the one who stopped it. for now.
in 3 months time , it shall revive. watch me soar up high like never
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, December 21, 2007
5:46 AM
ok. haven been posting quite awhile now. guess i dint have th mood or iwas kinda too busy.
im like unable to sleep these few nights. and its really getting real bad; got really bad headaches.
in like in an hour's time, im going to camp alrdy ? sianx. dint sleep the whole night again. went to CHILLES yesterday night. its not a bad club afterall, kinda happening; though the place's kinda small ? haha. and woots! 12 bucks a jug . yeah xD
going to st' james power house this coming sat. nightlife really totally rocks man.
20th december is a public holiday; so i need not go to camp ? like hellos _l_
ifeel really darn insecured these days. and ireally dnt know whhy ? haas. like ther's no such thing as love in this world. and this feeling is really killing me;like its gonna tear me apart or something.
someone save me from this devastation Christmas's just around the corner now, kinda plan to go to church(city harvest) with my family on tht very special day. haas. then after tht then go out with friends to really show them how much they mean to me. thanks people; who were always ther for me. gotta go prepare for camp alrdy./ th fcuking final three months; but im beggining to cant take it anymore; noone's here for me. take care all. will upload pictures next time.
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, November 30, 2007
2:54 AM
Sex of PiscesSex is an emotional affair for the Fish, as is the case with much of their lives. Pisces is a sensual and creative lover, adoring playful sex and romping through erotic fantasies. Shyness goes out the door if it's the bedroom door we're talking about! The Fish has a great appetite for sex and loves to keep things fluid and changeable. If their lover can indulge them in flights of fancy, they'll be primed all night long. For Pisceans, love and sex as a complete union is best, the better to feel safe, free and totally uninhibited. The Fish also loves to please their lover, so this union will definitely sizzle for two. As for the sexiest kind of play, it's in the water for the wet and wild Fish.
How to influence Him: He is sensitive and intuitive, interested in spiritual things, and probably interested in the occult, astrology and their associates. Bring up these subjects and you'll be able to talk for hours. He is empathic and everyone can lean on him for sympathy regarding their problems. Get some if you need it, but don't over do it. He's a great dreamer of things but sometimes doesn't take any action. Light a fire under him to get him going. He's a real romantic and appreciates a candlelight dinner, then sitting cozy in front of the fireplace afterwards. Get some cuddling and romance. He admires beauty of all sorts, from a single flower, to a wilderness landscape, to antiques. Dress beautifully and have beautiful things around you for him to admire.
A few don'ts:Don't overburden him with too many of other people's problems, he needs a break from it. Don't deprive him from moments of needed solitude, he's recharging his batteries. He is a great listener, but don't monopolize the conversation, he needs to talk also. He is quite un-prejudiced and open, don't expect him to be judgmental. He goes best with: Cancer, Scorpio, Taurus, Gemini, Virgo, Capricorn He clashes with: Aries, Leo, Sagittarius, Libra Neutral: Aquarius, Pisces
no words can express
my love for you
Thursday, November 29, 2007
10:29 PM
so ireally dint go to camp today. was really super tired. went to hougang poly to take mc today. reached ther around 3plus in the afternoon; told the doc i vomited and had gastric. guess what the doc did ?! he wanted to give me an INJECTION ! iwas like what th fuck luh . siao liao ........
so okay lo ; told me go to the other room for the treatment . then the nurse approached me for the injection she's about to give. told me to relax my left arm (the arm she's injecting on) . guess what happen ... icouldnt relax it at all - -'' instead i relaxed my right arm . then the other nurse spotted it and told me off ... iwas like " idoit ! you're not the one having the injection....... BAKA !'' tell you guys though. it's scary la ! having injections ! boohoo ! then finally it was done ((: and i found out ; all that happened only gave me one day mc - -'' argh ! hougang poly sucks !
okays.... going training later. its a beautiful night ((:
no words can express
my love for you
okay. Yay! new blogskin - -'' find it looks darn nice la . hahaha. maybe not going camp later;feel so darn tired nw. just feel like sleeping the whole day ! well , of course with a human bloster though ;p
might be going to passion4 next month again; should be mid of december bahs. and yea, iwould be calling kinda number of people ther. so; if you wanna tag along , let me know yea guys ?
everyday late nights! no wonder ikeep going to camp and just sleep right through camp finishes. aww.. so like freaking tired.
jiejie like 's still in overseas, and ireally do miss her truckloads.it's kinda awful without her here with th family )): and yea ,hopefully she does buy me the vodka iasked for. *winks! (YOU better do; girl!) HAHA
baby's gonna go to Malaysia for th stupid band thingy ; like for like four or five days? darn! im gonna miss you real badd girl *crys ): ily.
and baby is always being such a crybaby !* hug hug. heeees !
myy love will nvr change ; it'll always be this way
no words can express
my love for you
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
6:08 PM
GEMINI - The Liar (5/21-6/21)
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships , Addictive. Loud.
AQUARIUS - The best (1/20-2/18)
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.
PISCES - The Addict (2/19-3/20)EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREATkisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Caring.
LEO - The Cool One (7/23-8/22)Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly andFun. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you'll ever meet. however not the kind of person you wanna mess with, u might end up crying.
CANCER - The Smart One (6/22-7/22)Trustworthy . Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Lovesbeing in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Not a Fighter, but will knock your lights out.
ARIES - The Irresistible One (3/21-4/19)Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Lover not a fighter,but will still knock you out.Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE .
SAGITTARIUS-The One that Waits (11/22-12/2 1)Dominant inrelationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything youever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.
TAURUS- The Aggressive One (4/20-5/20)MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.
LIBRA - The Partner for Life (9/23-10/22)Caring and kind. Smart.Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of humor. Thoughtful. Always gets whathe or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.
CAPRICORN - The Superior Sexual Partner(12/22-1/ 19)Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he orshe wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it. Cool. Loves to own Geminis' insports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.
SCORPIO - The Gorgeous One (10/23-11/21)Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Gorgeous smile. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth.
no words can express
my love for you
Thursday, November 15, 2007
10:38 PM
it's been cold these few nights. wonder when i could ever have a human bloster. haha. sometimes. ijust find even though im really that tired, i simply just cant fall asleep that soon. it usually takes around like half an hour before itotally dozed off =/ maybe ishould try taking sleeping pills.
ijust dnt know whhy im having these insecure feelings )): been having nightmares these two nights too. dreamt about zombies - -'' & they were like super scary ? oh well =/
ifind my hair's like super short right now ! and itotally hate it so much luh. ireally cant wait for it to grow longer again. & ill nvr ever go back to that barber to cut my hair again.
idnt really feel like going back to camp tomorow AGAIN. im like really super sick of that life. army's really screwing up my life ; ther i go again - -'' but it's like totally true luh. 1. cause of army; imust cut my hair short. 2.ihave to wake up early & abandon my bed. 3. iseldom have nightlife. 4 . ther's so much more ! argh!
oh yea. someone told me ; Singapore's temperature last week was about 7degrees. im like. its totally impossible luh ! you imagine luh; air -con 16 degrees alrdy so cold. you go think. how does 7degrees feel ?! hahahhahah! suku ! xD
aww. im feeling COLD again =/
no words can express
my love for you
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
12:28 AM
Happy halloween y'all xD
the year's coming to an end. like finally ? haha. still ; icant wait for Christmas though. idk whhy .. ijust love Christmas so much xD (though last year Christmas was darn wht ; YOU spoilt it all ! and I BLAME YOU. idiot)
need not go to camp later cause im on two days mc ((: could like sleep till whatever time iwant.
im happy that jie 's coming home early recently; it makes the family warmer (((:
found out that ireally feel darn alive when the day turns to night. *shall chill out in the night later. (it's beautiful tonight)
& ifound out my mind's always a blank when ithink about that im still in army. tsk! four months! four months ! argh.
aim to get my kawasaki bike in six months time after iget out of national service. Everyone's like telling me; pls ride carefully isaac ! ill be like - -''.
memories built which meant to last; when itold you to shut up. idint really mean it. you told me its better for us not to talk than to talk. im like what the ....
oh. its not pearlyn im talking about. dont you guys misunderstand yea ? dnt even care whether she dies or live.
told myself. i WILL cherish the ones that are worth it.
and yea. sorry icouldnt turn up for th sentosa chalet. national service's totally screwed. just wanna tell you guys ; imiss and love you so. * shall meet you guys real soon yea ? LOVES
no words can express
my love for you
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
10:50 PM
You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
no words can express
my love for you
Monday, October 29, 2007
8:35 PM
screw all of this. im getting my life back; idnt care whether it's time. im sick of following the 'rules' & stuff .
somebody just tell me , what's life all fucking about ? oh ; this aint an emo post or whatever. ask yourself. dnt you ever wished you could just disappear at times ?
found out what kind of fucking friend ihad. thought icould trusted him or whatsoever. anyway, wouldnt care much. life's just a game. YOU play to win ((: well, i'll tell you dude. I CHALLANGE you.
sometimes, people are just getting on my nerves! you know what ? screw this. screw YOU. screw army. screw TECHNO. & yea . SCREW EVERYTHING ! * points both middle finger.
disappointed anyone ? well . screw disappointment!
no words can express
my love for you
Thursday, October 4, 2007
8:12 PM
wht's your addiction ?
my love for you
Sunday, September 30, 2007
2:02 AM
wth. the last train ps me ! idoit luhh !
thank God ; ther's people called friends ! hahhaha. they are kind enough to send me home . woot !
llols. drank in the pub. high high high ! just reached home. and im damn hungry luhh. hees.
she's asleep alrdy. ask me call her. then she nver pick up. sadds. )): anyways, sweet dreams girl ! LOVES ~
made new friends today ((:
Simon's one of them. hahhaha. dnt know the rest of the names =/ sorry !
ithink ireally got stm. but yea. all of you are really great friends ((:
no words can express
my love for you
Saturday, September 29, 2007
3:07 PM
going to superstar later . idnt really look forward to sing . but yea,
iactually look forward to drink ((;
find that biao jie's pub is kinda cool too. its call passion 4 (ithink). shall bring you guys to pub ther next time =D
just kinda realised; ikinda really did cut down on smoking alot. lolss. can really feel that stamina's really gaining back.
and yes; best wishes to sheena tan
happy birthday girl ((:
no words can express
my love for you
people ask me whhy it's so hard to trust others;
iask them whhy it is so hard to keep a promise ?
sometimes; ifeel like iwas
nver really loved by anyone .
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, September 28, 2007
3:56 PM
tell me evrything will be alright;
close your eyes and dream of me tonight.
tell me tht you wnt just fadde away;
cross my heart && hope to die ,
ill dream all my pain away
it is you ; who made me breathe again.
no words can express
my love for you
