the year's coming to an end. like finally ? haha. still ; icant wait for Christmas though. idk whhy .. ijust love Christmas so much xD (though last year Christmas was darn wht ; YOU spoilt it all ! and I BLAME YOU. idiot) need not go to camp later cause im on two days mc ((: could like sleep till whatever time iwant. im happy that jie 's coming home early recently; it makes the family warmer (((: found out that ireally feel darn alive when the day turns to night. *shall chill out in the night later. (it's beautiful tonight) & ifound out my mind's always a blank when ithink about that im still in army. tsk! four months! four months ! argh. aim to get my kawasaki bike in six months time after iget out of national service. Everyone's like telling me; pls ride carefully isaac ! ill be like - -''. memories built which meant to last; when itold you to shut up. idint really mean it. you told me its better for us not to talk than to talk. im like what the .... oh. its notpearlyn im talking about. dont you guys misunderstand yea ? dnt even care whether she dies or live. told myself. i WILL cherish the ones that are worth it. and yea. sorry icouldnt turn up for th sentosa chalet. national service's totally screwed. just wanna tell you guys ; imiss and love you so. * shall meet you guys real soon yea ? LOVES
no words can express
my love for you
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
10:50 PM
You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
no words can express
my love for you
Monday, October 29, 2007
8:35 PM
screw all of this. im getting my life back; idnt care whether it's time. im sick of following the 'rules' & stuff . somebody just tell me , what's life all fucking about ? oh ; this aint an emo post or whatever. ask yourself. dnt you ever wished you could just disappear at times ? found out what kind of fucking friend ihad. thought icould trusted him or whatsoever. anyway, wouldnt care much. life's just a game. YOU play to win ((: well, i'll tell you dude. I CHALLANGE you.
sometimes, people are just getting on my nerves! you know what ? screw this. screw YOU. screw army. screw TECHNO. & yea . SCREW EVERYTHING ! * points both middle finger.
disappointed anyone ? well . screw disappointment!
