ok. haven been posting quite awhile now. guess i dint have th mood or iwas kinda too busy. im like unable to sleep these few nights. and its really getting real bad; got really bad headaches. in like in an hour's time, im going to camp alrdy ? sianx. dint sleep the whole night again. went to CHILLES yesterday night. its not a bad club afterall, kinda happening; though the place's kinda small ? haha. and woots! 12 bucks a jug . yeah xD going to st' james power house this coming sat. nightlife really totally rocks man. 20th december is a public holiday; so i need not go to camp ? like hellos _l_ ifeel really darn insecured these days. and ireally dnt know whhy ? haas. like ther's no such thing as love in this world. and this feeling is really killing me;like its gonna tear me apart or something.
someone save me from this devastation
Christmas's just around the corner now, kinda plan to go to church(city harvest) with my family
on tht very special day. haas. then after tht then go out with friends to really show them how much they mean to me. thanks people; who were always ther for me. gotta go prepare for camp alrdy./ th fcuking final three months; but im beggining to cant take it anymore; noone's here for me. take care all.
